Candi (thebohomama) wrote,


I had a horrible panic attack on Thursday. I thought I was dying. We even had care doc come out. I was that convinced something awful was happening to me. I've only had small attacks before, one other time I had a bad one and Jason and Ramona picked me up. This was horrific. I am only now starting to feel back to normal. What the hell? I was having a great week, too. I would happily live the rest of my life not having another one.

Now? Now I have a plugged duct and that sucker hurts. There is a bleb, but like, I've been nursing through it kind of partially blocked for a while. Now I feel it in my breast. Just say no to mastitis, please please. Warm compresses here I come.

I made baked oatmeal with blueberries, apples and white chocolate. It's incredible.

We have a new laptop that I'm borrowing off of my Cormac's SIL Catherine. It's slow, but the internet browsing is like any other computer we have so it's good to have the access downstairs and to be able to do a few things. Plus, it has battery power! Less than an hour but after having my computer dying after 5 minutes its an improvement.

more later.
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